this is just me. i hate chocolate. i would love to run through sprinklers with my clothes on. devon is by far the hottest porn star in the universe. i go out a lot. but maybe its just because i dread staring at the white walls in my cookie cutter irvine apartment. i may need an intervention to put an end to my horrible clubbing habits.. any volunteers? i love listening to new tunes. i think i must be limewire's #1 fan so if i get a subpoena to go to court, i hope my big baller friends with jobby jobs can pool together their loose change and bail me out. its not only the music that i dig though i think i pay close attention to lyrics and in that sense i'm quite a wordy person. if you've chatted with me you will soon figure out that i can be incredibly animated and overly descriptive in mundane conversations. i am such a super duper shy wallflower. but give me some alcohol and im out there partying like a rockstar. once i sober up tho its back to hide in my shell eileenmode. i love pho after a long night of partying and i am crazy hooked on sam woo's walnut shrimp. lunch special till 3pm daily. cant go wrong with that. i get bored easily.. with what i do, where i live, what i wear.. ugh insanely hard problem to get over. if you didnt already guess im a halfer, hapa, eurasian, whatever else the heck they call my alien race. never quite felt like i fit in anywhere but i guess i can blame that all on the one 'big american eye' and the other slighty chinky one that always seems to appear when i smile in pictures. im super delicate petal. fragile. i take what i do seriously and can probably be considered a perfectionist. cant settle for less so must strive to achieve perfection. i have zero girlfriends.. its so hard for some reason for me to make friends that are girls.. boo. so if you know any hook me up yah! i try to surf or should i say try not to drown while flailing in the water clinging to my board. i snowboard a little but not hardcore rails or pipes. im lucky if i get down the mountain in one piece. i play one song on the guitar and the chords of another song.. 'deep inside of you' awesome song. ive played piano all my life or should i say was forced to by my mother. glad she forced me though so i can bust out with fur elise at a family party. i pee a lot. i have the bladder of a two year old. and speaking of peeing i love beer. weaksauce cheap date if you give me hard alcohol but i can hang with the big dogs if there be a keg. i like climbing up mountains and its even better when you're at the top of the mountain and you have someone open your eyes to notice that there are paths that you've never traveled on. i dont know what i want to do as a career, where i want to live, or in general what i want in life, but i do know that i just want to be happy and live life to its fullest.. no regrets.

 
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